To my future self

 I wish you the best.

I used to wish you'd be dead.

But now I love you

Hopefully your head doesn't feel like lead


Hopefully you have friends with you

I hope you have people you care

I hope you aren't as low as I am

And I hope you have someone there.


I look forward eagerly

Because I believe in you 

I don't quite trust myself but

I think I'll be happier in your shoes.

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